bingbaby

Efforts that made me disappointed.

2010-04-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

My efforts that i went through for you,
My forgiving big heart that i had for you,
My eyes that only sees you,
My mind that only thinks of you,
Were just so weightless and empty to you.

I feel like im just a breeze of wind passing through you all this while,
When this breeze of wind is gone because it thinks it'll only gives you goosebumps and shivering cold during the night, messes up your hair when you just got your hair done.
Then im really sorry.

I would like to be your quilt to keep you warm at night, but im just a breeze of wind.
I would like to be your hairclip to keep your hair in place, but im justa breeze of wind.
When i put in my best effort in cooling you down during a blazing hot day under the sun,
I was neglected and not noticed.

Maybe im truely just a breeze of wind that is invisible to you afterall.
One fine day, i'll leave with a hope that you'll be just fine without me.

Hais. This Should Be The Last Post For This Relationship.

2010-01-29T10:12:00.001-08:00

words kept in my heart.

i wonder what will be like in future without you. if this is really the end, i really dunno what to write le. our fairytale will never be forgotten. you'll never be forgotten. i'll miss you. my heart is feeling very sour, hais. if this is real, i wish and pray you'll led a better life. hugs. i love u.

Last Bit Of Emotional Poems.

2009-10-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

I sit here wondering how it came to be,

My life without you no one but me.

I always thought you'd be by my side,

With you in my life I didn't have to hide.

Somewhere along our journey I lost my way,

And now I understand why you chose not to stay.

Now I wonder what tomorrow holds,

Looking to the journey and how it unfolds.

From this point forward I live only for me,

Never forgetting how it came to be...

You broke up with me yesterday

and ripped my heart in two.

I never thought I'd hurt this much,

I couldn't stop crying over you.

I do not feel complete anymore,

A part of me is missing.

I missed the way we used to hug each other

When we were on your/my bed.

I missed the days we held each other's hand

When we were walking down streets.

I missed the days we watched a movie together

eating all the chips and cheese.

Playing beatmania together

is just fun with you.

You are the girl of my dreams.

I wish we could be together again.

Now I know that it's just not possible

But I want you to know that I'll love you Forever.

When love has come

But soon is gone.

It begs the question,

Was it there?

The love was lost

And never found

Lost without you,

Lost without me,

Lost into eternity.

The love was just a figment

A figment of our minds

Something we could ponder,

But never express.

Was it love or just a feeling,

Was it love or just healing,

Healing from the hatred,

The hatred of our hearts.

Our past was deep and full of pain,

We needed this to release the stain.

For this I do not regret,

The time with you that I had spent.

my last effort. my last msg to you

2009-10-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

This post is written by : Stanley

My Court, 22.10.09

What I know is, my Samantha baobei & all my friends helped me alot.

I felt the strong feeling and urge to hug my baobei tightly when im in the waiting room.

I wanna thank her and thank all my friends for supporting and helping me through my difficult times. Giving me strength and lifting me up when im gonna fall. This is what i will never forget in my life. When i see the sweat on you, the tiredness on you, i just felt like crying. Nothing in the past will be more important then being with you now. Wanting to hold you but the feeling i felt, you're leaving. I assumed you're tired after a critical day. I let go of you but never thought it would be the last time i see you. *sigh*

Today, 25.10.09

I woke up with a heart all missing you. Miss your voice, miss your hugs and kisses. Im a useless person now, i understand i now don't suit u at all. Leading you to say all those to me. When did i really took revenge on you for the things you did in the past? I'm now kinda speechless and really don't know what else to say. I wanna let you know your importance in me, but i cant even see your shadow now. The only way is to hear your voice over the phone and shut my eyes, feeling your existence around me. Looking back in the past, trying to find back our memories. Looking at my hands, asking myself, am i the one to hold you for all your life? Looking at my legs, asking myself, am i the one to walk down future with you for all your life? Closing my eyes and now i see blanks and silence. Why did you changed into a different person after our 1years 5months? You said you love me, you said you'll never leave me, you said you will love me and prove that we'll be together forever, you cried to me and plead me not to leave, had you forgotten all this? Why so sudden, out of nowhere, you are walking away from me? Why did you not let me go months ago? Why now that i'm trying to give you all i have then you choose to hurt me. *sigh* -Will you be happier if I leave now? I'll give you the space you need. Take Care baby-

My Tears, 17.34 hours

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me. I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.
Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldn't be the same.
If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you. I would have a garden filled of misses. And tears to keep those flowers blooming for you.
Telling you, i love you comes from the heart. The place that made me love you from the start.
The hardest thing in life isn't finding the one you love, it's making the one you love...Love you back. I love you!
I cried happily for the times that you were mine, I cried for the memories we've left behind, I cried for the pain, the lost, the old, the new... I now cry for the thought that I had you forever. Are we meant to be?
Thinking back on the days we talked on the phone together. Thinking back on those laughters and tears we shared with one another. Thinking back on those efforts we put in together to be with one another. Thinking back on the memories we had just felt like a miracle. Thinking back on the times you complete my life, is now shattered into pieces.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never be apart, maybe in distance, but never in my heart. I love you Samantha.

My last bit of breathe

P.S : Do you know, i ordered a photoframe just before my court date, wanting to put our photo in it, incase I really did not make it out. I want to leave a memory for that few days that im always with you. & I Love You. I don't know what will you do, what will you think. BUT!!!! Please *sigh* Please take care of yourself.
Stanley Tan ("v ')Loves(' v") Samantha Lim For Eternity!

2009-10-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

the pictures that were taken when dear n derrick played beatmania at Iluma(:

* what a challenge *

2009-10-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

shag today, was cleaning the entire kitchen at work as the ppl are coming to check whether our resturant is graded A,B,C or D. lols.! hardwork. anyways, dear went out with fa to see horse racing again. not so good thou. sayang dear dear. after work around 6.30pm i took cabby home as my uncle's and aunties came over. they brought two philipino guys who are singers and plays the guitar. sang along with them , everyone had fun. lots of good food to eat. haha, my mum cooked my favourites. so touched. love her. going to dota soon. missing my baby boy lots now. hope to see him soon again . love you and only you! (:

2009-10-17T10:56:00.000-07:00

hohos! ~ worked today, dear came to accompany me for my break time(: and waited for me to end work toos. not sure where to go thou after work, so as we walked towards mrt, we pass by this bungee thingy which was intresting, will upload the photos i took (: told dear that one day we will try it out! =x going to scream like hell sia. hahas. anws, headed to amk to meet desmond, fa , weng and a few more frens. just slacking at radiers coffeeshop. went to play pool after that(: super long never play le, lost the touch . hahas. nothing much le so headed back home, as we are all going to play dota together. kana addicted to it. omg! ~

i simply love my baby boy! im glad that when i open my eyes all i see is you beside me! i love you dear! muacks*

2009-10-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

this past few days have been busy with work. tiring everyday. ytd was sick, had a slight fever so took mc and rested at dear's place. Today, dear came down for my break time to accompany me. bought scatchiee, which did not have much luck, hope we'll have more luck tml. (: dear , waited for me to end work, but today i had to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. in the end my mum picked me up from my workplace . the wedding was nice, food was not too bad, took many pictures with my cousins and family(: . missed them tons. nothing much , today off day le. going meet my baby. woots.! ~

2009-10-09T09:15:00.001-07:00

too tired to blog for the past 2 days , work was very busy, had 4 minor cuts already xD. so careless. anyways, at last today met dear after his work! woots* super happy. make my day(: went over to his house and had dinner together. had to rush back home as my mum wanted the desserts for her bible study which is at my auntie's house near by mine. went to decorate the mini mango mousse cake. will upload the pics soon. tml working again and its going to be crazy. sat n sun busy days. Today was my off day. glad that i could see my dear. missed him hell lots during my working days. we're so busy now as our work place are dam busy. super tiring, saw baby today super shag. sayangs, helped him massage awhile while resting(: hope it help you with your aches ^^ muacks. cant wait to see you again baby boy!

2009-10-06T09:23:00.001-07:00

2nd day of work! super tiring, peeled so many oranges and much more. bought the 'cream puffs' from the shop in working at. which is super dam nice luhs! ~ hahas. ended work around 530 , my dad fetched me home , and met dear for dinner . took train down to orchard to fetch him and went back to his place. tabao noodles. boiled sausages for us too(: spend time with dear awhile and met weng and fa at his house downstairs. its gonna be long till i see my dear again wors! sadds. going to miss him super much. ): hope to meet him soon! love him! DOTA now(:

2009-10-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

Just got back from work(: first day. ppl over there were nice. enjoyed today. anyways, ytd ann , tat n baby came over my hse to fetch me as it was tat's mum birthday(: Bake a cake which ann ordered from me. played mahjong while waiting for the party to start. haha i won $ 40+ as dear said. x.x really luckily ytd.ate alot of food there. really loves the chicken curry tat's mum cooked, dam nice luhs! ~ and much more. around 9 took cabby back to baby's hse and accompanyed each other before i start working. loves my baby lots. no one can ever replace him in my heart(: , muackies.

MY ONE TRUE LOVE IS YOU BOY

2009-10-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

saturday ler!! woots. woke up early to decorate Ann's cake(: and headed to dear's place , at night had to celebrate my cousin's birthday with family. so spend only the afternoon with dear. was super hungry on the way to his place. woke him up from his sleep cos i was super hungry. haha , OPS xD well, it was 3pm so i think he had enough sleep =x haha. anyways went downstairs to eat n bought 4D. (: took cabby back home n quickly went off with dad to 'Raffles Town Club' . We had jap there. the food was not bad. ate alot the bill was like close to $400 . omg so expensive. i bake a cake for her so after dinner all of them came over and had cake n played 'Wii' . super funny as this is their first time playing this game. had fun with them.

missed dear too. he went to play mahjong when i went home, fetched him to ann's place when i took cabby home. did not have luck as he lost. x.x we will have better luck next time ya dear(: they went to eat, dear n ice went to play the brick game.baby, called me and said he won a camera for me. thanks dear thats so sweet of you . muacks x33

currently they are at Kranji prawning. Ann, ice, tat n baby! xD

will be waiting for dear's call . tml ann , tat n baby will be fetching me at my place n head over to tat's place. as his mum bdae is tml(: together with the cake they ordered from me. Can't wait to see Baby again ! hugs!

*pictures taken today(:*

happy birthday valerie!

* what i ordered xD *

* this was super nice, the soup *

* a snap shot of my mum eating. xD *

if she knew i post this she will kill me

* My DADDY! SMILE x.x *

* danniel, me n valerie *

* my auntie's and my mummy *

* nice picture of my parents together(: *

* family photo *

* all of us! :D *

* the cake i made for her *

* singing song time *

* (: birthday girl, she turned sweet *18 *

* random pictures taken while playing 'Wii*

* lastly my maid n me *

2009-10-02T09:30:00.000-07:00

today woke up and bake a cake ordered by Ann (: and apple pie for my uncle who helped me find a full time job! went to meet dear n derrick at bugis . as usuall played beatmania for a few rounds. and ate at 'MOF' jap food. super nice. hahas. and super full. had Bento set meal. and derrick just had dear's dessert. Lol. went to shop for my safety boots for work . bought a shirt, jeans, short shorts & hair tie (: all set for monday first day at work. going be very busy. hope to be able to spend time with dear when we have our off days. hope to spend it fully tml and sunday before both of us will be so busy with work. loves dear dear. the night was dark so headed back to dear's place awhile . took cabby home now eating maggie for supper waiting for dear's call then DOTA . haha . MUACKS! see you tml deariee. huggs! ~ spend more time with me okay(: x33

* pictures taken at 'MOF' *

* snap shot of dear xD *

* my BENTO set *

* dear ordered this set was super nice *

~ going miss you like hell baby ~

2009-10-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Just got back home (: went to my auntie's house near by for a gathering as my cousin is going overseas for his studies. hope he has a save flight there. anyways, his going to London. nice place (: had popiah.

* this is baby essa ( my auntie adopted her)*

* russell, samuel(the one is white strips) whose going overseas, my brother & me *

was at dear's place for 8 nights (: and today's our 1 year 5th month Anniversarry! many more to come! Muacks beloved! ~

well, for the past few days with dear, we went out some days, on tuesday we met derrick at bugis after dear's work and played beatmania at ILUMA! the place was very cold. and other days were spend at dear's place. just the two of us(: we played bingo when we were bored. lols. and draw random stuffs.

* random drawing at dear's place xD *

* who won for Bingo? *

dear got sick 2 days ago, his body was super hot and he had no appetite. bought for him porridge and bahkuteh but he did not eat much. seeing him so sick made me so xin tong. stayed by his side the whole night, making sure he was okay , all covered up . This morning he felt better.(: cooked pancake for his early lunch. he played dota awhile, for lunch i went to tabao 'barchoumee'. yumms! ~ around 6 we went to amk st 42 to 'poon huat' to bake my cakes stuff as ann has ordered a cake for sunday(: dear will be off for 4 days le. hope to be able to meet him as i have found a Full time job at liang court , Tampopo Deli. starting on Monday. need to get all my stuff very soon.

gonna miss my dear although i just toned over for 8 days, but still im going to miss him much!

2009-09-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

dear went to work early in the morning today. i was still asleep like a pig x.x my piao jie called me to meet her at bishan today(: she wanna discuss about her wedding which is coming this 15th October 2009, ate 'duck rice' her treat. and she send me back to dear's place. while waiting for dear to end work , went to play dota with derrick. at night dear's auntie is hosting a BBQ party near by his house. as dear was super doper busy today. his cousin came back to fetch me over there. not a long walk. my exercise for the day. haha. dear met us there. he was so exhausted. sayang baby. peel for him the crabs , prawns . xD did not stay for long. went back to his place to relax. ton - ing over again x.x hahas. dear 1 MONTH with me. LOL! x.x can you take it? hahahas.

* BBQ *

2009-09-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

still staying over at dear's place(: staying over for a few days le. we woke up in the night. haha. cos ytd slept at 7am xD. went to have 'Prawn Mee' downstairs his place. played a few rounds of dota together. decided to watch a late night movie. (: at amk hub. watched 'FAME' . it was not too bad. still acceptable. lols. super cold inside. was hugging dears arm like clue XD. walked home after that. good exercise . ^^ but becos of the walk we were hungry again bought some cup noodles, potatoe chips & drinks! going make them soon. now waiting for dota game to start again. haha. tml dear working morning le. gonna miss him although i will still be at his place (:

LOVESx33

* Random photos taken at dear's place xD*

* our movie ticket (FAME) *

my heart will always belong with you (:

now eating our supper xD

cup noodles

* SEAFOOD & CHILI CRAB *

* too bored. dear say i siao *

2009-09-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

~PICTURES TAKEN, PRAWNING WITH ANNA COUSIN , BABY AND FRENS ~

* this was the bait *

chicken heart

* the pond where we catch them *

* ANNA's first catch, she was dam excited * XD

* LOLS, look at the way she catches it *

super funny

* cousins LOVE (: *

* desmond posting with the BIG prawn that dear caught *

* SUPER NICE SATAY *

* group photos taken *

* MY BABY N ME *

* this is how the 'cool' look, looks like xD *

ICE & DEAR

* time for BBQ ! SMELLS GOOD , taste GOOD *

* cook of the day, my baby boy (: thanks dear *

the day was super fun! had a great time with them. Anna, lets meet up soon again ya

MISS YOU!

2009-09-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

today, did not had a good sleep, casey was being naughty in the middle of the night, woke up at 1pm and rushed down to town to meet dear for his lunch .(: ate 'yoshinoya', beef bowl. *mouth watering* waited for dear to end work so walk around orchard, went to cini to see if there were any lan shop around. managed to find it on the 9th floor. but dont have dota. so just walk around and kill time. after dear ended work, we went back to his place, currently his beside me playing dota, going out for dinner soon(: hungry lerhs.

LOVE MY BABY BOY ! ~

23th September (yesterday)
did not go out today, dear was working afternoon shift. stayed at home the whole day, at night i took casey (puppy) and brit for a walk with my maid. the weather was nice and cooling, my maid made new frens around my estate. LOLS! ~ treated her drinks (: ate dinner with family at home, so long never eat home cooking food le. nice. waited for dear's msg for the whole day. played dota together at night, with derrick and his fren. played poker(facebook) for quite a while, win and lose. haha. nothing else went to bed , tml ton-ing over at dear's place lerhs.
HUGS XoXoXo.

22th September (tuesday)

went to plaza sin with dad to do his name card, derrick called and said he saw me there. Was actually accompanying my dad then head over to orchard to meet dear after his work. but in the end, derrick wanted to meet my dear as they never meet each other for quite a long time. so dear walked down after work and met me at plaza sin. Went to arcarde and dear played a few rounds of beatmania. no where else to go, so they decided to go for mahjong which will be at derrick's frens place at bishan. i really suck at mahjong but the offer was good for me! XD if i lose i get 50% off but if i win i get full! LOLS! hahahahs. played for fun in the end won $14 bucks x.x ! OPS. haha, we were all hungry so walked down to thomson for prata (: weets* nice and yummssss! ~ went to dear's place awhile and took cabby home. tiring day! no pictures were taken.

gonna miss my dear lots!

2009-09-21T09:20:00.000-07:00

met up with sunshine today, she came by cab and fetched me from my house and we headed to bedok for our lunch. took bus down to tampiness mall to do some window shopping and she went to her gf's house awhile to slack. ate KFC for our dinner. (: chit chatted alot. thanks sunshine for always being there for me. i will always be there for you too! hope you and yang will smooth things out together ya! CHEER UP :D well, did not eat alot stomach not feeling too good today. weather so crazy one min cold one min hot. the whole day was waiting for my dear's sms and calls but i know today is a public holiday so did not received much. love you dear! and sorry for today. Please dont misunderstand me. Hope you will get well soon, you have been working so hard for this few days, please takecares of your health too alrites.

seeing you like this hurts me):

The *PROMISES* we've made i will always keep my word!

i wont ever let anyone to interfear with our relationship tgt (:

~ I LOVE YOU MANYS ~

*pictures taken today with sunshine*

2009-09-20T07:41:00.000-07:00

Came back home today(: took mrt with dear, he went to work and i went home. feels so long that i haven seen my family members. haha. missed them and casey too. she was as naughty as before. tried to ask her to pick 4D number. and asked dear to buy during his break time. but in the end the numbers never came out. sadds ): hahas. no luck! Had dinner with family n my brother brought one of his fren. went to bedok to have seafood. yummss! ~ super doper full. While eating was waiting for dear's msg or call (: miss him sooooo much lerhs . just so addicted to him lerhs. hugss BAOBEI! after dear end work his going to play mahjong lerhs. woots! hope he will win back our loss for 4D today (: MUACKS! good luck dear dear ! hearts you! now currently chatting with sunshine in msn . going to play dota soon! ~ will be waiting for my dear's call after his mahjong with ann and frens! HUGS! ~ gonna miss you dearly my baby boy!

snap shot of my parents! mum's driving xD

BahKuTeh

Chilli Crab

my brother n his fren xD

* my brother and I look so opp, haha *

~ after bath messy hair xD ~

miss my stanley boy

will my dreams come true?

2009-09-19T12:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday was suspose to work but in the end he spend the day with me(: muacks! we ate crab for dinner . haha so expensive , but once in a while is okay. still ton-ing at his place. was actually going back home today but decided to stay one more night. just simply love him around me all the time xD! today dear went to work and i stay at his place until he comes back, so played dota to kill time , was lazy to go to the coffee shop to eat so waited for my dear to end work and go hunting for food together(: ann called for mahjong session today, met her at 830pm at tat's place. was super hungry so mood was not so good, sayang my dear cos he was blurr why i suddenly so moody. sorry baobei. anyways, luckily tat's mum cooked so ate there. 'lontong' yummmss! ~ :DD and saw their dog 'WISH' , after a few weeks of shaving his hair he look so cute now. dont look like 'suizhu' thou. haha. i find him somehow cute like that too. dear n frens played 2 rds of mahjong until around 2am and we ordered mac for supper. took cabby back to dear's house and had a quick shower. going sleep soon lerhs. tml dear need wake up at 11 for work. now his currently beside me playing dota xD .

baobei dear, let me be the only one! (:

~ pictures of dear and 'WISH' ~

~ ME :D ~

2009-09-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 12pm . seeing dear beside me made the morning start great(: haha. we met corliss at amk mrt and headed to chinatown. did some things there. heart was pounding there throughout the time there. went to ann's workplace coffee shop for our lunch the food was not bad. met ann awhile for smoke break(: dear said that shaw tower had a sale but to our sadness they only allow Isetan members ): sadds. walked around orchard to kill time. Dear and corliss wanted to go check out their work place area at taka. Spend awhile there as they chit chatted with welson. took smoke break tgt too! LOLS ! ~ so 'GAY'! and went back to amk to play beatmania and had our dinner there toos! :D 'Chicken Rice'yummsss! ~ so tired lerhs. took bus back to dear's place(: currently dear is beside me playing his dota while im using a lappy that his uncle lend to his mum awhile. hahas, today is the last day im ton-ing over at my boy's place. missing my sunshine thou!~ when will i see her again? ?

too lazy to blog le, last words!

*MY BAO WO.AI.NI* MUARCKIESSSS! :DD

16th September 2009

2009-09-16T12:28:00.000-07:00

Today met dear after his work(: ton-ing over at his place today - friday . woots! ~ spend the whole day at his place. Nothing much to do so rested awhile. going sleep le cos tml need wake up with full strength.

Dear, i just wanna say that i will always be there for you.

no matter what happens, or how worse the matter is,

i will never give up

15th SEPTEMBER 2009

2009-09-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

Just came back home from dear's house(: Went to find dear after his work at 530pm, walked down to Plaza Sin to have my dinner. Ate ' Ban Mian' super nice luhs! ~ hahas. Went to the Arcarde after that , played 2 rounds of beatmania(: did not really notice the time and we were almost late for our movie. which starts at 7.05pm at 'The Cathay'. xD we were abit late but anyways so happy that today dear n I managed to watch the movie 'GAMER'. The show was not really nice, i find it boring. LOLS! ~ waste of money lehs! but as long as my dear is beside me then watch anything or do anything also okay de :D *Oush*

took mrt home and met up with desmond near by. Nothing to do, called ann and met up with her toos(: at her cousin's house. The whole day today was dam hot. Really feel so tired. Before heading home i went to dear's house to get a quick shower and took cabby home! (: tml going to find dear dear at his work and ton-ing till friday. Muacks. Hearts dear wor! ~

AI NI 184*

14th September 2009 (:

2009-09-14T11:09:00.000-07:00

Met dear today, was suppose to watch 'GAMER' but my tummy was too pain so rested at his place(: Ann called us and meet up with her , tat, ice . Went to settle somethings and headed to marina square. Had dinner near by ann's house, everyone was super doper hungry! xD they ordered so much food! we had prawn mee(soup ,dry & fried), chicken wings, carrot cake, wanton noodles, clamps & sugar cane juice! haha. what a PIG sia! anyways, now at dear's house(: ton-ing over at his place tonight! (: going to sleep soon le. waiting for dear to finish showering and than sleep le. gonna hug him tighly to sleep . XD MUACKS! ~

~NIGHTS~

Dear dont worry, i wont leave you de! *PROMISE* you :D cos ur the only one i longer for ! xoxo

~ on the way back home in Tat's car ~

* ice hair after blowing his head out of the car window! LOL

~ Bei & Bao ~

~ The night with dear at his place(: ~

snap shot of him playing his dota

~ smoking is bad for health dear XD ~ CAUGHT YOU! :P ~

~ BABY( dear's doggiee ) ~

~ Look at our collection of kinder Bueno we ate ~

tml going to watch the movie 'GAMER' with dear after his work!

LOVESx33

went to IT fare! (:

2009-09-13T05:27:00.001-07:00

Went to IT fare at Suntec with my family(: alot of things to see and many ppl were there trying to get the best as most of the things are all runing low in stocks le. hahas. well, my dad bought a printer for himself, my brother bought a GPS & Camera. My mum bought a laptop! And for me a Camera & a super cute MP3 player. haha. spend the whole day with family.

ate New York New York for dinner.

The sausages i had tasted weird but the baffalo wings were nice.

helped my mum do grocies and went home(: love the stuffs my mum bought for me today! LOVE HER lots :D

missing my dearest boy too! waited for his msg while his working.(:

now waiting for dota game le.

PLAYERS FOR DOTA xD

.bing

babyx3bing

Dezxon

RESULTS

hope that we will win cos i just started learning not long. xD

JIAYOUS TO US TEAM! *OUSH*

~ pink all the way ~

vietam

2009-09-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

WOOTS! superr damm long never blog lerhs x.x sunshine complaining liaos! hahas. well, August 13th - 16th i went to Vietam with my auntie's and mum! (: The place over there is really scary. Traffic is madness! Everywhere you see motorbikes dashing across, everyday you hear the 'horn-ing' sound without fail! lols! ~ the place over there was super dusty too. Not much to shop there but the food there was GREAT(: weather everyday there was super hot like x2 singapore's heat! wanna die rights? managed to survive there. was happy to come back to singapore. After visiting their country i really feel so blessed. And the most important thing returning back to sin is to be able TO TALK TO MY BABY BOY! :D once landed called him immediately! will post the photos soon!

1st September 2009

we celebrated our 1 year 4th months anniversary :D
and promises were made. * holding hands tgt *
lets show each other that the promises are not just words but actions!
LOVE YOU DEAR ! :D my dear has been so hardworking for the entire month , working hard to earn more money(: ( KEEP IT UP ) dear :D give you a kiss for a job well done ~ MUACCCKIEESSSSSSS ~ XD
- wanna be the only one you desire in ur life -

on 9th September 2009

my dearest jie xinyi and beatrix came over to my house(:
super long never see her ler. like 3 years ago since we've met!
missed her like hell! so happy that she was coming. we played wii, guitar hero. went for jacuzzi, catch up alot with each other! jie going overseas le, going to miss her as she is going to be there for 2 years ): rmb to miss me ya! anyways, we had a super great time together. Took alot of photos , stupid photos x.x hahas! Around 4+ we took cab and they fetch me to my dear's house. Spend the rest of the day with dear(: hugss!

~ BRIT ~

* nice picture of my dearest Casey *

on 10th September 2009

accompanyed my dear for his break time at 2pm and waited for him to end work(: met up with denise jie awhile at ION(: miss her soooo. hahas. Went back to dear's house so he could change out to a comfortable clothes as we are going prawning(: my cousin *ANNA* is coming along too! she never ever in her life try prawning so its exciting for her. LOLS ! desmond, ice n corliss came too! Met them at yck mrt and took a cab there! We had an amazing day! my cousin was so amazed when she caught her FIRST own prawn! hahas, desmond was her helping hand. (: dear was the cook of the day :D yummy prawns! Cooked with love! *OUSH OUSH* will post the photos when my cousin upload them soon! thats all for now.

tonned(:

2009-08-08T12:10:00.000-07:00

just got back home not long ago. was at my dear's house from wednesday till today. stayed over to accompany him(: meet a few of his friends for this past few days together. went to town , played billard, talk crap , mahjong session and much more. the rest were spending it with my dearest boy! hearts you dear ^^

* i miss your hugs at night le *

* i wanna be someone special in ur heart, things aren't going the way we want it to be but we're still holding strong together. what makes us special together is not a subject to see but what we really are. The love,care,concern,trust,honesty,faithfullness,tiong xim,responsibilities are what most ideal girlfriend or boyfriend would want each other to give in return. well, i just want a simply relationship with you, i dont ask for much, just to be the ONLY ONE in ur heart,mind and soul.

and without anyone to interfere with us.

without anyone to interfere life would be great(:

time heals and i hope it heals soon

im giving all the best i can, to let you know that

i love you my dear

~FOREVER~

this upcoming months will be hard for you but dont worry my dear your not alone, and never will you be alone. i wont leave you and i will take ur hand and walk with you through this rocky road together. we will be in worst conditions from now on but we can think of alot of ways to overcome this until its settled and we will enjoy our lifes without stress together(:

dont lose faith in urself and dont think that ur a failure in life,

everyone makes mistakes, and learn from it.

lets just take this as a test for us, for our future.

to let us know how to overcome such problems due to the same reason so that we will be successful in life.

*MUACKS*

going to meet my dear dear tml(:

prawning again =x

2009-08-02T12:09:00.000-07:00

HOHO, today woke up late and rushed down to dear's house(: dear was the piggy for the day =x slept until 6pm . haha cos ytd went home at 6.30am after mahjong. sayang dear. we will win back our lost ;D anyways, we were suspose to go 'fish spa' today. But after some thinking, ann asked us to go fishing instead. 'excited' we went to east coast pond. went all the way but found out that today dont have fish. zz so went all the way to pasir ris pond. We were hoping to fish today, but we were all low in cash and pasir ris was very expensive. ): so decided to go prawning again! LOLS! its like everyday go prawning. ~ but as long as i am with my dearest boy anywhere we go im happy ~ we tried the one there. Its hard to catch them, waste money. The prawns there are harder to catch but the taste is better. at least its the one's we usually buy from the supermarket (: we caught for 2 hours and like caught altogether like 20 only . so jialat there. chit chatted all the way n tat sent me home! thanks (: ice was the entertainer for the day. being the 'GAY' and made everyone laugh till we all had stomach cramps. haha. Pictures will post soon!

Had a great day today! dear i just want to say thanks for giving me the assurance(: for letting me know about her. ~i love you ~ and hope you have a good and enjoyable day at work tml morning.! rmb that im always here for you and no matter what happens i wont leave you alone :D *MUACKS*

.couple shirt.

prawning at east coast(:

1st AUGUST! :D

2009-07-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

ITS OUR 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TODAY! (:

1st AUGUST
woke up real early to meet my dear, reached around 740am. now at dear dear house, getting ready to go out and have a wonderful day together.
dear going to cut hair, than go prawnning XD. wonder what will be next. haha

MUACKS!

* lets show everyone what we are capable of *
that 'forever' to us is POSSIBLE
XOXOXO

prawning photos(:

.cooking time.

.baby ur good at starting fire's :D.

.dear was the cook (:.

.snap shot of us.

.guess whose hand is this! so greedy! lols.

.SMILE ;D.

.dear sucking the juice from the prawn =x.

.dear sharing his wedges with me :D.

Tat and Ann

Last long wor(:

after prawning we went to tat's house for mahjong(:

did not have any luck but we will have better luck next time.

1 year 3months anni(:

2009-07-31T09:22:00.001-07:00

Today met sunshine rosanne(: and we headed down to town to have lunch with my boy n corliss. we went to wisma to eat 'Teppanyaki' but the food was not so nice . Anyways, after our lunch we went to the new shopping center 'IOU' which was not really fantasic as only ppl who are rich could affort :X after an hour ,dear n corliss went back to work so sunshine n i headed over to 'Far East' for shopping! yeah(: searched like everywhere but i still could not find any nice clothes for myself. sunshine managed to get a few of her stuffs(: we pop by jamie's shop and caught up with her. its nice having a chat with her(: dear ended work at 8pm and we met up again. he gave me a wonderful susprise(: he bought me flowers (11) and it brought tears of joy to my heart :D. I LOVE YOU BABY! tml which is our anniversary 1st August(: we had dinner at herren with some of my dear's brothers. took cabby home with sunshine.

*Thanks baobei dear for the flowers and for the treat for everything*

!UR MY ONE AND ONLY !

muacks

went to interview today

2009-07-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

Today went for an interview at 'Liang Court' at 'Tampopo Jap resturant' . The place over there was not bad. My interview went well and hope i did make it in the job(: Before going for the interview my dad bought some light snacks to munch while waiting. Had fries(: waited for the interviewer like for 1hr . so long , but after everything its worth waiting.

The Chef is a Jap Lady, and hearing her speak english really sounds so werid. lol as their english are not really very good. Took me awhile to understand what she was saying.

Missing my dearest boy alot now.

im sorry for yesterday, and i hope that there wasn't any misunderstandings.

I will always update you in future to void this misunderstanding again

XOXOXO

I LOVE YOU

my dear our anniversarry is almost here(: 2 more days to go! lets enjoy that happy day ya. lets do something fun together and romantic too.

Can't wait to see you on our anniversarry day :D

Everyday is a brand new beginning.

wanna hold your hands till we grow old

your as precious n important to me than anything else in this world!

~ LOVE MY BABY B2 ( BAOBAO) ~

baked butter cake(:

2009-07-29T10:05:00.000-07:00

Today dear dear went to work lers. Woke up quite late today at around 4pm, it feels good to have a good long rest(: as casey (puppy) was amazingly sleeping throughout the whole night. haha. Baked butter cake for my dear n family. It taste not bad. But still need to hear the comments from my dear. Nothing much to do today . Im now chatting on the phone with sunshine rosanne while blogging(: Miss her luhs!~

Dear dear wish you have GOOD LUCK for work!

muackieesss *

prawning again(:

2009-07-29T09:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday, In the afternoon i went to dear dear house, spend time together. Then we met desmond at yck mrt as we are going to Plaza sin to meet up with corliss and ice. Had Iciban sushi for lunch! * the service there SUCKS!* they missed out my dear's order ): so all of us gave abit from our bento meals. walked to parkland to play pool, dear & I went to play arcade instead. After awhile tat n weng came down to have dinner. We were so bored so decided to go prawning again but no pictures were taken. Had fun and caught much more than monday (: Took cabby home. when dear reached home he realised that he never bring his house key. so he had no choice but to take cab all the way to my house n back. Sayang dear dear. the fare was like $32 bucks! so expensive :X

I SAVED the day. haha. muacks dear.

Its good that i have a copy of ur house keys :D

Love you lots ('V')

prawning(: n kbox

2009-07-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

On monday, went Prawning with rosanne sunshine, dear and ice.

Pictures of us while prawning (:

sunshine & I almost catch this big prawn!

but in the end ice caught it!

yummy BBQ prawns

cooker for the day my dear dear(:

thanks sweetheart for peeling the shells for me

. dear sucking the King prawn head .

Went to Kbox at amk hub at night

pictures taken

Had a great time(:

P.S always rmb that im always here for you dear :D

gathering (:

2009-07-26T03:06:00.000-07:00

Upload photos for dear n his brothers gathering n the Birthday boys for July!

Made this cake for them ! :D -Mango mousse-

We all had fun that day(: its been long since they had gathered together.

Im glad that everyone enjoyed it n there is more to come!

* Just seeing your smiles makes me contented *

. nothing more i ask for , ONLY just your love n only you.

photos on dear's bdae (:

2009-07-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

Upload photos for dear's Birthday! :D - 2nd July-

Happy 21st Birthday my dear (:

ton at dear's hse(:

2009-07-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ton at my beloved dear's house for 2 nights on 21st n the 22nd of July(: Meet sunshine on the 21st. She was suspose to have lunch at my house before heading out but after some misunderstanding with my maid we decided to eat out(: Had pepper lunch together with my dearest boy n corliss. Chit chatted all the way. Went to acrade to kill time . Head over to corliss house for mahjong.

P.S im going to ''STEAL'' one of his puppy home! LOLS !

anyways corliss gave me one of the puppy(: thanks ya!
My dear n i are going to takecare of it , named it 'BAOBEI'

Brought her back to dear's place n she was adorable(: but at night she was very noisy. Had to wake up in the middle of the night to play with her. so shag. haha.

I miss my dearest boy. Spending the days n nights with him seems that time goes by so fast. Wanna spend my entire life with him! (: There is nothing that is impossible. I love you for who you are! and GIRLS out there , HIS MINE :D so dont waste ur time! ^^

P.S . Just wanna hug you and never let go! * muacks *

* lastly i love my dear as always ! hugs *

met dear :D

2009-07-19T11:41:00.000-07:00

Today was suspose to meet my sunshine! but she over slept.

Ann n Tat came over to fetch me and we headed to town(: Popped by to see my dear n went shopping for tat's clothes. waited for dear n corliss for their dinner break n headed to cystal jade. I ate 'sweet n sour La Mian' which was super spicy n had to exchange it with my dear's 'wanton La Mian' . sorry n thanks dear (: muacks. went down to smoke n my lovely dear bought me 'handmade flowers' . 9 Roses. [ YI BEI ZHI AI NI ] .

I LOVE YOU dear. Tat also bought for Ann :D , we were the two lucky girls. haha. anyways, dear n corliss went back to work n the rest of us went to bugis. managed to buy the shirts that tat was looking. nothing to do so ann decided to play mahjong at tat's hse. since my sunshine is still sleeping then decided to go over. dear came after his work, and he brought luck with him toos :D haha. We ordered MAC for supper n took cab home together(:

~ Meeting up my dearest beloved Boy tml ~

your not alone

2009-07-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

~ TO MY BOY ~

When it looks like you're at the end of the road,You're not.When it seems as if your back is to the wall ,It isn't.It's the way you look at a situation that turns it into something you can handle or makes it fearsome, intimidating…something you want to run away from.And fear feeds upon fear, Until it is monstrous, gigantic, larger than life…something you just can't cope within the strength of your own frail resources.And fear makes you vulnerable to attack---Defensive, powerless, you withdraw into your shell And hope that the storm blows over without too much damage to your life.But let me tell you, dear ,You are not alone. You have the strength of the Almighty to draw from In your time of deepest need.

WHEN I WAS IN THE DARK..WHO PULL ME OUT..U WHEN I WAS ALONE WHO WAS THERE..U WHEN I WAS PISS AND MAD..WHO MADE ME FEEL HAPPY AND FEEL GOOD...U.. SO NOW IT IS MY TURN TO PULL U OUT THE DARKNESS . IT IS MY TURN TO BE WITH U. IT IS MY TURN TO MAKE U HAPPY AND TO MAKE SURE THAT UR NOT ALONE. FOR YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE IM LIVING FOR!

In life there are people that will hurt us & cause us pain,but we must learn to forgive & forget & not hold grudges.In life there are mistakes we will make,but we must learn from our wrongs & grow from them.In life there are regrets we will have to live with, but we must learn to leave the past behind & realize it is something we can't change.In life there are people we will loose forever & can't have back,but we must learn to let go & move on.In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,but we must learn to overcome these challenges & grow stronger.In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.God holds our lives in his hands. He holds the key to our future. Only he knows our fate. He see's everything and knows everything. Everything in life really does happen for a reason:

I found this from my bible (:

At times like these it's hard to find the right words to say, And I know that words alone won't take the pain away. But, I know a man who sits high, and looks low, And He is saying, "My child, you're not alone." He is saying, "I love you and I am concerned about you, And all the pain and hurt that you are going through." He is saying, "Lean on me, I will be your comfort through this time. And although it’s dark now, the sun again will shine." Even though it’s hard to see through tears that you now cry, Just know that there will come a day when your tears, He will dry. And though words alone won’t ease the pain that you now feel, Just know that in time, your heart, He will heal. I pray that God will give you peace, and strength in your heart As He holds you in His arms, and from you, He won’t depart. May you always be encouraged, may you ever hold on. And remember, "My child, you're not alone."

* I will never give up on you dear, everything will be fine*

~Have faith and look forward, dont look at the past ~

. Always remember that I'm always here for you.

[ As a girlfriend and as a friend ]

# I LOVE YOU #

happy 1 year 2month anniversary dear :D

2009-07-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

On 27st June!
It was Denise Jie Birthday(: went to her chalet with dear, rosanne n her bf(: took cabby there!

Pictures of sunshine n i before heading out! In my bedroom ~

~WE JUST LOVE EACH OTHER~

Well, rosanne's bf was the cook for us . He did all the BBQ all!

Thanks! * Chatted with leonie with i have not seen for such a long time! Its was fun n catch up with some secondary school frens too!

.denise.me.rosanne.leonie.shermaine.

On 1st July it was our 1 year 2 month anniversary! :DD Your smiles just make my days glow even if its day or night dear! I LOVE YOU for who you are n only you will be the one i dream of every single night (: Muacks!~ And the following day on the 2nd July was my dear's 21st Birthday n his grandma's Birthday toos! 'Happy 21st Birthday dear n Happy Birthday to AhMa ' too! XD ~ went to dear's house. I must wear something very nice cos its a very important day! haha wear a dress that day. And my dear looked so handsome too! we MATCHED ;P . we took mrt to newton to meet his cousin n his gf and took a cabby to shangri la hotel for buffet(: Meet all his family members there.The food there are really very nice. The spread there is quite big! His smallest auntie suggested a bowling session! so happening right? =x So after our wonderful lunch we headed down to marina square for bowling! But i broke my right thumb nail. PAIN ): luckily AhMa had a nailclipper with her! SHE SAVE THE DAY :D whahahaha ! at night we met my dear's frens at amk hub! played pool and late at night i took cab home! (:

* WATCHED TRANSFORMERS WITH MY DEAR *

-Love the show, its just perfect when we're watching it tgt-

The warmest you give me all the time

is just so *OUSH OUSH*

dear has been working most of the days so have been meeting my sunshine rosanne(:

just simply love her!

We cried, laugh, eat, sleep, hug each other together!

only she will understand how i feel

only i will understand how she feels

Went to have steamboat with sweetie, hao, derrick n sunshine on 8th July!

p.s dear your my shinning star that leads me to the right path!

its been long since i've posted ><

2009-06-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

IM BACK to blogging le(: there is something important to say! that is 'HAPPY 1 YEAR 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY' DEAR although it has past but i wanna post it out(:

MY LOVE PHASES FOR YOU :D
love is like a disease that is so sweet even if it hurts and kills you when you are far from the one you love, but love is also that glimmer of hope that gives you courage to go on despite being in the hardest of times, it gives you the strength to go on and fight for the the one you love .
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return",Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.Love is a moment that lasts forever...
.MY BABY BOY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE .
love is when you feel in your heart you can not live without someone and you are always thinking about them.
Love is like a rose, starting as a seed and growing into Something more beautiful than life.
TILL DEATH DO US PART (:

Have been meeting my sunshine .Rosanne. n my sweetiee .Shueting. for the past few days. I will post the pictures soon when i managed to get them and beautify it. Well, my dear has started work at .Parkway. already, so has been meeting him up before his work n waited for him for his dinner break(: in the mean time while waiting i met up with sunshine for lunch and that happen on 27th May. We went to .Mos Burger. to have our lunch. 'YUMMY' but instead i just had a curry puff from .Old Chang Ke. and she bought corn soup from .Mos Burger. Had lots of fun. Almost the whole time we were taking lots of photos. Sunshine was .CRAZY. n the best part is that we were laughing at the photos. Because we really look STUPID :X . LOLS ! ~ And on 4th June Sunshine came to my hse after having dinner with my dear at parkway . She had dinner at my place n i Painted her nails for her 'HOT PINK' . It look so SEXY . LOLS ! ~ anyways, we went to play 'Wii' .GUITAR HERO' n bowling. She was not bad but i still beat her! haha sunshine please beat me soon ya. haha.

And the others days were just meeting my dearest boy n accompanying him everyday. My days are so filled with love n joy! As long as you are with me, beside me, holding me, kissing me, hugging me,caring for me,loving me there is nothin more that i wanna ask for. hmm, on sunday 7th June i stayed over at my dear dear hse. Dear woke up and played dota . And i cooked maggie for him . Had a bad stomach ache that day. Went to the toilet like 4 times but dunno why i keep eating alot that day too. haha my dear cannot tahan me liaos. Keep seaching for FOOD! LOLS ! ~ found waffle that mummy bought for him. But of course we 'shared' im not too greedy. haha. Still very hungry so went to his fridge n saw 'watermelon' WHOoOoOo. Cut half n ate it with him too! (: at night met sweetie n hao. Hao came to fetch us . Headed to sweetie's hse to pick her up n went to 'SAMPANG BEDOK' to eat. Had 'bar chor mee' not bad thou n 'osyster omelet' . Super doper full. Wondering where to go next and in the end we headed to hao's hse to see if there were any board games lor. In the end we played with 'toothpicks' LOLS! ~ it was fun need 'steady hands' to win! and guess who won over all . The person among us who has the 'Best Steady Hands Award goes to my DEAREST SWEETIE' yeahhh, *clap clap* we played a few rounds n we were hungry again. So we went down to my dear's hse coffee shop to eat. I had 'prata', dear dear had 'mee goreng', sweetiee had 'dry prawn mee' n hao had ' 2 pieces of french toast'.chit chatted for some time and it was time to head back to out BF'S house. i had a quick shower as my dear was playing his dota. Went to rest awhile n nag my dear to sleep toos as he was working the next day.
'HUG MY BAOBEI TO SLEEP'
The following day, we woke up at around 11.30pm rushed out of bed n he got ready for work. took bus 76 and accompany him there (: waited for him for his break and was suspose to meet up with sunshine as we wanted to bake cake today. But she overslept n after meeting dear for his dinner break i headed home(:

TODAY - BAKING DAY

Today i met sunshine n sweetie early morning at simei and we went to buy our ingredients at 'phoot huat' cost around $50. The weather was so hot n the things we bought were heavy, so sweetie decided to take cab back to my place. We were super doper hungry and my maid cooked for us maggie. NOW , the time is around 1.30pm we headed to do our BAKING! haha btw, sweetiee n sunshine had never baked cakes before n this is there first time! haha its going to be 'HELL' for them! LOLS ! ~ we had lots of fun together , played around n had some hard time doing the cake but it was succesfull(: i will post out our beautiful cakes that we have made. My beloved sunshine n sweetiee wanted to learn how to bake the cakes so that they can give it to their love one (BF) . awwww, so sweeet! i'm happy that they are willing to learn. hahaha. Tml is my dear's mummy bdae so i made a cake for her too(: btw , the flavour we made was ' Black Forest ' . 'yummy' our cake is not the same as the one you bought outside. We added something different. That makes our cake special(: hope that they will like it. Had a tiring day. Sunshine was so tired that she fell asleep in my room. Sweetiee n I painted our nails n i had dinner. Around 8pm hao came to fetch my dearest sweetie home n he bought 'DONUTS' for us . Sunshine had a ride back home from hao. Over all the days went past were GREAT! cant wait to see my dear dear tml morning(: n its mummy's BIRTHDAY! YEAH!
LOVE MY SUNSHINE N SWEETIE TO THE CORE!
BUT LOVE MY DEAREST BAOBEI MORE! (:

S weet
T hin
A ppreciative
N ever gives up his dreams and passion
L oving
E ntertaining
Y andao

*MY WISH*
wished for that happiest day to come soon!

updating blog(:

2009-05-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

Well, have not been blogging for quite some days already. Have been meeting my dear for the past few days(: . but he came down with fever,flu,cough n bodyaches for the past 3 days already. I'm really worried for him and the H1N1 flu has been confirmed that malaysia now has it . its scary that when this bug is alive he caught this flu bug. But i know he will be alright(: because my beloved is *Strong* n its just a normal bug that we get sometimes. He is getting much better day by day n has almost fully recoved (: . Want to congratulate my dear toos, as he got a job in CAVELLI at parkway parade. N is starting next monday le. I will surely go find you. Accompany you go makan. :D Ytd met my darling rosanne together with dear n his frens. We went to plaza sin to eat our lunch. Then headed to Seragoon to SING :D MR.DINO ( desmond ) treated us . Thank you ! haha.

MY SUNSHINE :D

Well after that our tummy were craving for more food. Went to bishan to eat Kueh Chap . * not bad * kinda like to eat kueh Chap there. Chatted with everyone n headed home and again desmond fetched us all home(: ! My dear, thanks for coming to fetch me everyday morning ! ~ love you so much!

Today (: dear dear fetched me in the morning but it suddenly rained heavily when he was half way on the road. Was so worried for him. Sorry dear dear when you called me and ask me about the weather i did not know that it would suddenly rain half way ur journey here. Hugs you tightly! i know you had a hard time n was shivering. We waited for the rain to be smaller n went off to his hse. I cooked marcoon cheese for his lunch(: we slack till evening n meet his brothers n my sweetie for dinner n thomson area at some small cafe which Wilson suggested. He said the *sherpards pie* was good. Dear had that n i ordered Classic Italion Crepes(: both was not bad. Had a great day n good food. Tomorrow will be another fun day! as long as im with my dearest baby *EVERYDAY* is the most Happiest n Exciting day :D LOVE YOU STANLEY ! ~

I will never ever want to imagine my life without you ,

cos i know that it would sux without you,

without your love and care

I wont be who i am today ,

A Happy n Lucky girl (:

Thanks dear for everything you have done for me!

Our undying love will never ever fade! :D

Can't wait to see you tml! LOVES x33

Audition pictures

2009-05-03T08:07:00.001-07:00

~ HERE ARE SOME AUDITION PICTURES WE TOOK TOGETHER ~

LOVE YOU DEAR

Thanks dear for giving me this chance!

I will never let you Regret giving me this chance again

I LOVE YOU STANLEY TAN WAY CHUAN :D

pictures of sentosa(:

2009-05-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

~ SENTOSA OUTING ~

sentosa outing

2009-05-03T01:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to *Sentosa* ! Dear came to fetch me at around 12.30pm. Headed down to Wei hao's place to sit his car n went to Desmond's house to meet everyone up. What an exciting day it would be(: We went to AMK hub to buy Mcdonals for our lunch. Had Double Cheese Burger Meal (UPSIZE) haha. yummy^^ It was already about 2pm , So late ler, so we hurried down to *Sentosa. We went to siloso beach. Everyone was so excited that the guys all started stripping their T-Shirts! LOLS! Rub Sun Tanned lotion on each other and jumped into the sea! The water was cold but *SHIOK* cos the weather was SUPER *Hot*. We brought along a beach ball n a Frisbee! Played various kind of games! Consider *Stupid n Childish but FUN* After a long Soaked in the water, we decided to DIG a big hole n Put *BEN* inside for testing! LOL. The sky was turning dark so we headed to Bath n went to EAT! At around 10pm we headed down to 'Henderson Wave' a place where i've never been before. When we have reached the view was amazing ! its so high up on a brigde n the view is Awesome! A good place to be with your love one(: but most of us are afraid of heights so went only awhile. When the wind blows and when it goes through ur body n hair the feeling is really nice. Its so cooling! haha. Anyways , after that Hao fetch my dear n myself to the nearest MRT Station at *VIVO CITY* . We took train together home(: Thanks dear for accompanying me .LOVE YOU LOTS! Can't wait for our next outing together! wonder where it would be next , maybe ZOO? LOLS ! Dear Dear, I had a GREAT time with you. Just simply love to be with you wherever we are! When you hold me in ur arms i can feel ur heartbeat(: n i just wanna hug you back and never let go! MUACKS!

a poem for you dear

2009-05-01T12:38:00.001-07:00

I am lucky to have found someone as great as you.I love the way you kiss me,it is as if time has stopped and it is only us.The way you look at me with those big brown eyes, full of care and passionmakes me want to melt right there.The way you hold me in your arms,I feel untouchable.The way you love me is amazing.I love it when you touch my face with your hand,makes me feel like a Princess.I love the little things you do,the little jokes you make, or the funny faces.I like to have fun with you,I like it when you make me laugh so hard tears start to run.When I was away from you,I felt like maybe if I stopped breathing it would stop hurting.I felt as if life had no meaning being so far away from the one I love.But I am here now, and I couldn't be happier.You hold a special place in this heart of mine.I will forever and always hold your heart close to mine.I will always love you for you, nothing more nothing less, just you.I am so lucky to have the chance to love you and be with you.I am in love with the person you are.I Love You,Forever and for AlwaysSTANLEY TAN WAY CHUAN!

1 year anniversary(:

2009-05-01T11:17:00.000-07:00

Today is our 1 year Anniversary and my MUM's birthday (: ! Had a rushing day but it was all worth while. Went to my dear's house to give him his Present which i made for him. Made his favourite flavour cake (Mango) . Then we headed down bishan to watch movie.But we forgot that today was a Public Holiday so the cinema was too crowded. Instead we headed to Yishun .The Queue was until the enterance door -.-'' but we managed to get a good seat . The show was NICE n i LOVE it :D ( wolfverine ) . We sneak in Long John Fries ( dam nice cans! ) n bought a cup of corn toos. The show ended around 6.30 so headed down to my Biao Ke house to celebrate my mum's birthday. Had homemade Seafood Pasta n Quiche. Not bad . For a guy cooking its considered *EXCELLENT* haha. Anyways, Just wanna SAY HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY DEAR ! I LOVE YOU LOTS! <3>

^^

2009-04-28T12:01:00.000-07:00

Loving everyday of my life(: spending it with my dear n frens. Our 1 year Anniversary is coming n its Falls on my MUM's birthday(: What a exciting day! haha. Time passes so fast and each day there is always something new to discover. Tomorrow dear is working in his new workplace, hope everything will go smoothly(: , dear i will come to ur shop to *STEAL* food >< ' haha.Spending my days with you is the most happiest time of my LIFE :D. Muacks! Everytime when you are around me it makes me feel so secured! My heart beats faster when you hold me in ur arms n that feeling makes me feel that im loved even more(: I LOVE YOU for who you are n i will always do! <3
hugs! See you soon ya! :D
MISSED BY ME , x33

(:

2009-04-28T11:36:00.000-07:00

~ MAHJONG SESSION AT WEI TAT'S HOUSE ~

~ I LOVE YOU STANLEY ~

~ YISHUN DAM ~

MAHJONG DAY (:

2009-04-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

Had a fun day together with dear n frens(: currently looking for a full time job! *BROKE* already . Hope to be able to get one soon. Had prata for lunch at dear's house coffee shop. Not bad can have some more tomorrow! hahas. anyways, dinner was McDonals ( so fattening ) but its okays , cos we're like chopsticks together >< ! and we have worms in our tummy(: except , *Chicken Wing Man* =x ooopppsss! Then headed down to Wei Tat's house for MAHJONG session! hoho. Im improving i *guess* . With my dear help anything is possible. It was a tough match but we WON. $$$$$ money money . wahahaha! Hope that tml will be our lucky day , going for my BTT test . *stressed* . Anyways, tml playing mahjong again. FUNS! (: and hope dear get through with your interviews. LOVE YOU STANLEY TAN <3 every moment your always on my mind! YOU ROCK MY WORLD!

Pictures

2009-04-23T00:51:00.001-07:00

* Memories Of Waraku Feast ! *

Our First Post (:

2009-04-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

At last the blog is done for the moment. (: thanks to my dear for creating this blog for us. Its amazing that guys can actually create a blog. LOL! Xin ku ni ler. hugs hugs x3 anyways, today around 12pm dear came to fetch me from my house n went to his house(: I cooked maggie n we watched anime! took a few hours doing the blog till night n was also waiting for ''CHICKEN WING n SATAY'' HOHO. Want to say JIAYOUS dear for tomorrow prac. YOU CAN DO IT :D Muacks. Love you.