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Friday, April 16, 2010

My efforts that i went through for you,
My forgiving big heart that i had for you,
My eyes that only sees you,
My mind that only thinks of you,
Were just so weightless and empty to you.

I feel like im just a breeze of wind passing through you all this while,
When this breeze of wind is gone because it thinks it'll only gives you goosebumps and shivering cold during the night, messes up your hair when you just got your hair done.
Then im really sorry.

I would like to be your quilt to keep you warm at night, but im just a breeze of wind.
I would like to be your hairclip to keep your hair in place, but im justa breeze of wind.
When i put in my best effort in cooling you down during a blazing hot day under the sun,
I was neglected and not noticed.

Maybe im truely just a breeze of wind that is invisible to you afterall.
One fine day, i'll leave with a hope that you'll be just fine without me.

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Friday, January 29, 2010

words kept in my heart.
i wonder what will be like in future without you. if this is really the end, i really dunno what to write le. our fairytale will never be forgotten. you'll never be forgotten. i'll miss you. my heart is feeling very sour, hais. if this is real, i wish and pray you'll led a better life. hugs. i love u.

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I sit here wondering how it came to be,
My life without you no one but me.

I always thought you'd be by my side,
With you in my life I didn't have to hide.

Somewhere along our journey I lost my way,
And now I understand why you chose not to stay.

Now I wonder what tomorrow holds,
Looking to the journey and how it unfolds.

From this point forward I live only for me,
Never forgetting how it came to be...







You broke up with me yesterday
and ripped my heart in two.

I never thought I'd hurt this much,
I couldn't stop crying over you.


I do not feel complete anymore,
A part of me is missing.

I missed the way we used to hug each other
When we were on your/my bed.

I missed the days we held each other's hand
When we were walking down streets.

I missed the days we watched a movie together
eating all the chips and cheese.

Playing beatmania together
is just fun with you.


You are the girl of my dreams.
I wish we could be together again.

Now I know that it's just not possible
But I want you to know that I'll love you Forever.







When love has come
But soon is gone.

It begs the question,
Was it there?

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you,
Lost without me,
Lost into eternity.

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds

Something we could ponder,
But never express.
Was it love or just a feeling,
Was it love or just healing,
Healing from the hatred,
The hatred of our hearts.

Our past was deep and full of pain,
We needed this to release the stain.

For this I do not regret,
The time with you that I had spent.

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

This post is written by : Stanley

My Court, 22.10.09

What I know is, my Samantha baobei & all my friends helped me alot.
I felt the strong feeling and urge to hug my baobei tightly when im in the waiting room.
I wanna thank her and thank all my friends for supporting and helping me through my difficult times. Giving me strength and lifting me up when im gonna fall. This is what i will never forget in my life. When i see the sweat on you, the tiredness on you, i just felt like crying. Nothing in the past will be more important then being with you now. Wanting to hold you but the feeling i felt, you're leaving. I assumed you're tired after a critical day. I let go of you but never thought it would be the last time i see you. *sigh*


Today, 25.10.09

I woke up with a heart all missing you. Miss your voice, miss your hugs and kisses. Im a useless person now, i understand i now don't suit u at all. Leading you to say all those to me. When did i really took revenge on you for the things you did in the past? I'm now kinda speechless and really don't know what else to say. I wanna let you know your importance in me, but i cant even see your shadow now. The only way is to hear your voice over the phone and shut my eyes, feeling your existence around me. Looking back in the past, trying to find back our memories. Looking at my hands, asking myself, am i the one to hold you for all your life? Looking at my legs, asking myself, am i the one to walk down future with you for all your life? Closing my eyes and now i see blanks and silence. Why did you changed into a different person after our 1years 5months? You said you love me, you said you'll never leave me, you said you will love me and prove that we'll be together forever, you cried to me and plead me not to leave, had you forgotten all this? Why so sudden, out of nowhere, you are walking away from me? Why did you not let me go months ago? Why now that i'm trying to give you all i have then you choose to hurt me. *sigh* -Will you be happier if I leave now? I'll give you the space you need. Take Care baby-


My Tears, 17.34 hours


  • I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

  • If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me. I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.

  • Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldn't be the same.

  • If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you. I would have a garden filled of misses. And tears to keep those flowers blooming for you.

  • Telling you, i love you comes from the heart. The place that made me love you from the start.

  • The hardest thing in life isn't finding the one you love, it's making the one you love...Love you back. I love you!

  • I cried happily for the times that you were mine, I cried for the memories we've left behind, I cried for the pain, the lost, the old, the new... I now cry for the thought that I had you forever. Are we meant to be?

  • Thinking back on the days we talked on the phone together. Thinking back on those laughters and tears we shared with one another. Thinking back on those efforts we put in together to be with one another. Thinking back on the memories we had just felt like a miracle. Thinking back on the times you complete my life, is now shattered into pieces.

  • A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never be apart, maybe in distance, but never in my heart. I love you Samantha.


My last bit of breathe

P.S : Do you know, i ordered a photoframe just before my court date, wanting to put our photo in it, incase I really did not make it out. I want to leave a memory for that few days that im always with you. & I Love You. I don't know what will you do, what will you think. BUT!!!! Please *sigh* Please take care of yourself.
Stanley Tan ("v ')Loves(' v") Samantha Lim For Eternity!


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Sunday, October 18, 2009

the pictures that were taken when dear n derrick played beatmania at Iluma(:


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shag today, was cleaning the entire kitchen at work as the ppl are coming to check whether our resturant is graded A,B,C or D. lols.! hardwork. anyways, dear went out with fa to see horse racing again. not so good thou. sayang dear dear. after work around 6.30pm i took cabby home as my uncle's and aunties came over. they brought two philipino guys who are singers and plays the guitar. sang along with them , everyone had fun. lots of good food to eat. haha, my mum cooked my favourites. so touched. love her. going to dota soon. missing my baby boy lots now. hope to see him soon again . love you and only you! (:

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Saturday, October 17, 2009

hohos! ~ worked today, dear came to accompany me for my break time(: and waited for me to end work toos. not sure where to go thou after work, so as we walked towards mrt, we pass by this bungee thingy which was intresting, will upload the photos i took (: told dear that one day we will try it out! =x going to scream like hell sia. hahas. anws, headed to amk to meet desmond, fa , weng and a few more frens. just slacking at radiers coffeeshop. went to play pool after that(: super long never play le, lost the touch . hahas. nothing much le so headed back home, as we are all going to play dota together. kana addicted to it. omg! ~

i simply love my baby boy! im glad that when i open my eyes all i see is you beside me! i love you dear! muacks*

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